"Wish"

"Can I hug you?", i say tearful, i've never seen him so close, just seems like a dream "Of course yes! Why you ask?" his voice sounds so damn angelical and he looks at me so lovely.
I don't even answer and I get involved in his arms quickly. Cry on his chest. I don't want to let his go, but I know that at some point I must, and that breaks me. 

I start to hear his heartbeats, and notice they go faster. Before I can say nothing, he whispers in my ear slowly. "I love you, you know?" when i hear that my eyes start to let drop more tears.

Is this true? Is he telling me he loves me? Does he say it to the others fans? "I love you too, Niall" i sob

There is always hope

I'd like to think that, i'd like to think somebody, somewhere is waiting for me, missing me even without knowing me. I'd like to keep some hope inside me, because it is wasting slowly. Am i good enough for somebody? I want the answer to be yes, but the answer isn't in me, but in somebody who could love me.
Well, but, nonetheless, i think there is always hope.